Monday, July 22, 2013

Performing in the Heat

Note:  Part of this post is a little dated...

Unless you are living under a rock, it has been ridiculously hot out.  I can't remember a summer where it was this consistently hot out.  Come to think of it, maybe living under a rock is a best practice in this recent heat.  It has been so hot that this week is considered by trustworthy meteorologists to be a "cool" week (Average Temperature this week: 86 degrees, does not include humidity).  But hey, tomorrow's high is 77 degrees.  I may have to put on a sweater.

Needless to say, the heat sucks.  It's uncomfortable, sticky, depressing, tiring, and constant.  And that's if you are just standing in it.  Imagine biking and running, or just shooting some hoops in it.  The heat becomes magnified.  Your body temperature rises exponentially causing the sweat glands to open and pour out salt water to cool the body down while you continually perform arduous tasks.  The body desperately tries to cool your body; it works so hard that it burns an amazing amount of energy sucking every bit of nutrition and water you supplied yourself hours prior to activity.  Your mind chimes in, begging you to stop.  "Please find a cool place.  Stop doing this to yourself.  It's not worth it," are just a few quotes rattling off second by second.

Now, comes the realization that this has been going on for the first two miles of a 13.1 run in a half ironman.  It's 12:30, meaning it is only going to get hotter.  Plus, you previously swam 1.2 miles and biked 56 miles.  How would your mind handle it?

Mine failed stride by stride. 

This is painfully cheesy and poetic but I can't help myself sometimes:

In the blazing light of the sun, you soon find yourself in total darkness.

I couldn't get over the heat constantly burdening my every step.  I tried at every aid station to cool my body but it will never be enough.  I didn't train in the heat consistently which is out of my control but I can train my brain.  Mentally, I was a mess.  I couldn't only think about quitting.  I had already accepted defeat.  Just couldn't get past the reality of 11 more miles while trying to average a 7:45 mile and climbing up and down hills.  I couldn't do it. I wasn't strong enough.  My body was fine.  At mile 9, my body was even telling me to pick up the pace.  It couldn't handle walking up the hills anymore.  It was done going at this terribly slow pace.  A 1:40 half-marathoner humiliated down to a 2:15 half marathon in a World Championship Qualifying race.  I am pretty sure Michael Jordan would be laughing at me hysterically if I ever told him this story.  I quit on myself.  I accepted defeat.  All because I didn't wrap my mind around the heat. 

I couldn't escape the darkness. 

Everyone was struggling in that race.  Everyone was dying.  It was the golden opportunity to push through and destroy the competition.  I had a shot and failed.  I wasn't strong enough.

Now, I am training in the heat non-stop.  My body hates me every time I go out there in the middle of the day attempting to tackle the sun and humidity.  And I am not doing this to get my body adapted to the heat.  I just want to dismantle my demons because when you run in heat, your mind goes to dark places.  Places you are not ready to visit if you haven't take the time to face them.  Places so loud, they can be deafening. 

I mentioned in my last post about not using the true stories told by Dean Karnazes and Scott Jurek.  Two Ultramarathoners who face greater adversity than I could ever comprehend.  Both run 135 miles races in Death Valley....in the middle of July...where it has been recorded to reach a World Record high of 134 degrees.  A place so hot that your shoes literally melt when you run on top of the asphalt (the only way shoes don't melt is if you run on the painted white line). 

I have used these stories to inspire me.  Stories and lessons I have used to overcome adversity.  I forgot them when I needed them the most.  Karnazes stated continuously that pain is a good thing.  "If you are in pain, then you are doing something right."  Scott Jurek became the best ultra marathoner ever because his ability to block out and pain.  Jurek was so focused during a race that he crushed a rattlesnake with one of his strides and he didn't miss a beat.  He discovered later that he killed the snake when his pacer told him moments after. 

With every future step I take in the heat, these are the things I will never forget.  I failed to realize the simplicity of balancing positive and negative thoughts.  I focused only on the negative in Syracuse and couldn't escape my own demons.  I even tell people "if you can run in this weather, than you can run in anything."  How useful is that quote if I don't practice it myself? 

Darkness can point out the voids in your strengths making your best qualities almost irrelevant and in that rare moment, it is up to you to fill that void with perseverance and strength.  Then, your strengths become stronger and your weaknesses become obsolete. 

I forgot that...

Additional Notes:

This is two posts in the past three that I have reffered to Scott Jurek and Dean Karnazes.  I strongly recommend both of their books.  Even if you don't run, their stories are extremely powerful.  So strong, you're convinced they are fiction.

Here are the two titles:

Ultramarathon Man by Dean Karnazes

Eat and Run by Scott Jurek

Wednesday, July 17, 2013

The Terrible and Wonderful Reasons I Run

Here is a link to one of the funniest, yet most accurate accounts on why we, runners, do what we do.  It is a six page comic book illustrated and written by a gentleman named Matthew on his website The Oatmeal.  It has hilarious takes on all accounts runners expiration through there respective trials and tribulations.  Hey, it may even inspire you to run yourself. 

http://theoatmeal.com/comics/running

There is very little that I disagree with (Actually, I fully disagree with his input on Page 3...its actually the opposite...for a lot of runners but I digress) and it's amazing how much all of us runners have in common.  So please, click the link and enjoy. 

Even if you are not a runner, you will enjoy this

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Race Report: Ironman 70.3 Syracuse

This is a race report from my last race: Ironman 70.3 Syracuse.  I hope you enjoy as I am about to rip into myself.


The goal of this race was to break 5 hours and qualify for the World Championship in Las Vegas on September 8.  Even if I didn't break 5 hours but qualified for the WC, it would be an extreme success.  I broke 5 hours earlier this season, but just barely (literally by 3 seconds) and understood that this was a more difficult course with hotter temperatures to contend with but as I found out through the race, I was unprepared for a lot going into this race.

The Swim

From reading previous posts, it is clearly evident, swimming is my weakest link... by far.  I have recieved coaching and talked with a plethora of swimmers at the gym on how to improve but I simply cannot breakthrough.  However, I have greatly improved since I have started doing triathlons, so I was banking on my training to mark that improvement.

First off, that swim was longer than 1.2 miles.  With this being my 7th half ironman and hours of training in the pool, I have a pretty good grasp on the length I am swimming and that swim was not 1.2 miles.  The course was laid out in a rectangle, my favorite (I hate the triangle configuration...don't ask why)  but the width of the rectangle was longer than it should have been, by feel alone, I would have guessed the swim was about the distance of 1.35 or close to it.  Nevertheless, I finished the swim at the time of 39:00, which isn't terrible by any stretch of the imagination.

 

My good friend T-Money finished seconds before I did which was simultaneously pleasant and irritating. 

Onto the transition and the bike...the race has started!

Transition 1

When the volunteers (excellent as always) ripped off my wetsuit, my timing chip was nowhere to be found on my left ankle... lovely.  One volunteer looked and felt my swimsuit to see if the timing chip came off during the strip.  No luck....brilliant.  So I had to go to the race director and recieve a new timing chip.  Add about a minute or two to my time.  This is going really well. Stay positive! Onto to the bike!

The Bike

This is my strong point and this is where I am going to make up the time I lost in the swim. 

Right in the beginning, I passed Tom and wished him good luck in the rest of the race.  Now it is on to business. 

Now, I have already rode this bike course so I felt comfortable riding hard and strong.  On the contrary, I forgot a lot.  The first 12 miles was completely uphill, which I remember fondly, but I considered the rest of the way to moderately easy and able to hammer through.  I was dead wrong.  For the first 35 miles of the bike portion, the course never let you get comfortable.  At any point, I did not feel confident that I was making up any time.  Continually looking at my GPS watch repeatedly reassured that confidence.  I wasn't gaining any time.  I was actually losing time.  What was wrong? Did I not train hard enough?  I am very good with my bike workouts including interval training and long, hard rides.  I even did my infamous HillCrest repeats (anybody who lives in Central Jersey understands the relevance of how difficult that hill is).  I was hydrating properly with water and Amino Vital Endurance.  I executed each aid station with perfect precision (each aid station was expertly and excellently placed), so why was I doing so terribly?

The answer was simple:  I greatly underestimated this course.  I assumed I would average 22-23 mph throughout the course but the terrain suggested otherwise.  I was able to catch up some time in the last 21 miles but couldn't only a muster an average speed of 20.3 mph equating to a total time of 2:43 for the bike.  Respectable, yes, but I expect better.

The Run

Look how excited I was to finish the bike and start the run:



After the bike, I was ready to run.  In the transition area, quickly changing, I felt good.  I felt ready.

By this time, I accepted I would not break 5 hours unless I ran a 1:30 half marathon, which would be a personal best, but I still think I could qualify for the World Championship.  Within the first two miles, I knew I was in trouble.  I was averaging an 8:00 mile pace when I usually average a 7:45 pace.  The negative thoughts immediately started to trickle in.  Did I really not train hard enough for this race?  More negative thoughts start flooding my brain.

I am nothing.  I should just quit.  You never push yourself when you need to.  This is like basketball all over again (a story for another day).  I am just not good enough. 

Then the real truth set in.

It was 90 degrees, high humidity, high U.V. index, and no wind.  I have consistently trained in weather at least 10 degrees cooler or more.  I was not prepared for this type of heat and it destroyed me.  Everytime I tried to pick up the pace, my body temperature started to rise exponentially.  Everytime I charged up a hill, the heat charred my body even more.  It became brutal.  Every aid station started to become a lifeline.  I desperately was trying to cool myself with sponges, ice down my shirt, cola, powerade, shot bloks, and water.  It worked for a half mile after nourishing myself as best as I could and then it all went to hell.  I ended up walking every hill.  I could barely break 9 minute miles.  I was being extremely humbled by the race course.

My father and wife-to-be were in attendance and I felt so ashamed of my running.  Heading into lap 2, I apologized to them for my performance.  Both gave me love and support in leiu of my condolences, which felt great for about two minutes, but then, it went back to s***.


This picture sums up how I felt throughout the run.

I ended running a 2:15 half marathon (embarrassing) and finished with a total time of 5:44.  My worst time since my first 1/2 Ironman, 4 years ago.

This is how badly the race went:



I coouldn't even get any love at the finish line.  When it rains, it pours.

Conclusion:

Sometimes you just need to be humbled.  Eating a piece of humble pie can be distasteful, yet necessary.  I felt so confident entering into this race due to my previous success and continued improvement in each performance, but something had to give. 

Of all of the questions I ask and negativity stated, all hold some sort of truth. 

I didn't fully quit, but with the power of hindsight, I could have pushed myself through the heat and completed a 1:45 half marathon to finish with a total time of 5:13.  This would have been much more respectable and would have given me a solid opportunity to qualify for the World Championship.  Even if I didn't qualify, I would have moved up 20 positions in my age group and over 160 positions in the overall field.  Huge difference. 

I diseased myself with negative thoughts and couldn't find the strength to power through.  I forgot previous lessons learn from earlier races and books of I have read.  Stories from Dean Karnazes and Scott Jurek became lost memory when I needed to use them the most.  I failed myself.  It wasn't the day to set a personal record, but that shouldn't stop me from having a good day.

I will use this as fuel to propel me in my next race: Ironman 70.3 Timberman in Gilford, New Hampshire.  My confidence and ego is definetely bruised, which isn't a bad thing since I have had a good run of races over the past 2 years.  I needed to be knocked down.  Not that I ask for this, but it was defnintely something that was going to happen eventually.  Now, it is up to me to respond.  Got to put in the work and continue to push myself.

Additional Notes:

Congratulations to Tom Holowka for finishing his second half ironman.

Congratulations to Jason Cosma for setting a personal record in his second half ironman.  He beat his previous best by 20 minutes on a course that was tougher than Providence, RI and in much harder conditions.  Well Done!

This was my first race with the Specialized SHIV, courtesy of Knapps Cyclery in Lawrenceville, NJ.  It was the only positive I can take from this race.  It was superb.  The real improvement was in two areas: uphill and on flatland.  The uphill is more impresiive as TT bikes are not known to be good climbers.  However, with the aid of the UTI system, the electronic gear system was seamless in each hill I tackled, giving me the strength and cadence to attack the next obstacle.  I look forward to riding with this new weapon in my future races.

Thank you to my sponsors: Knapp's Cyclery, Amino Vital & TGIFriday's for all of your support.

Photos Courtesy of Rachel Misenko

Monday, June 24, 2013

Specialized Bike For Sale

If you follow me on twitter or know me in person, you are well aware that I purchased a brand new triathlon bike recently.  It is a 2013 Specialized SHIV Expert with UTI gear system (electronic gear changing).  Now, I bought this to help me get to the next level.  Not that there was anything wrong with the 2011 Specialized Transition Pro I am selling now, but it is in a completely different caliber.  The SHIV is retailed at $6,600 while the Transition is retailed at $2,500 (with Keo Look Pedals).  And anybody that is a triathlete or cyclist, you get what you pay for.

I have put a little over 1,200 miles on the Transition Pro since I primarily used it as a race day bike.  It is in very good condition (See pictues below).  It has recently been serviced and ready to ride unless you have different shoes or pedals than Keo Looks (comes with the bike), which is a wquick change. 

I am asking for $1,800 CASH ONLY

Contact me @ 9083802250 for more information.  I am going to put this on craigslist in a few days but I wanted to give my readers a first crack at it.

Check out the pictures below


Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Getting to the Next Level

In my previous post, I talked about finding the gear to get me to the next level and how you can only get so far by yourself.  Everyone needs competition, whether be friendly or not, to be pushed beyond what that individual thought was possible.  The Iron War, Magic Johnson vs. Larry Bird, and Chris Evert vs. Martina Navratilova are some of the biggest examples in sports where two opponents brought the best out of each other and to a level neither would have done on their own.  A connection so strong that some of them became best friends (Evert and Navratilova) or even close friends (Bird and Magic) because they reached into each other's souls and brought a level either opponent can't comprehend. 

Michael Jordan is the only person in sports history in where he brought the best out of himself and pushed his own limits to where no one has reached or ever will reach, all due to his pathological competitiveness.  I like to think I have a strain of that competitiveness in me (shoot to my girlfriend nodding with a s*** eating grin) but I still need help.  I am was hoping that my two friends (Tom @TomHolowka and Jason @SBRtriathlon) would help but that hasn't happened...until now.

It isn't the level of the aforementioned rivalries but Jason Cosma has arrived as a triathlete.  He has been doing triathlons for five years but he has finally gotten to the next level, pushing me in the process.  His speed and hill training has gotten is run to an elite level and it is much better than my own.  Two weeks ago, he told me he ran a 1:38 half marathon in a training run, which is much faster than me (1:47 is my best training half, 1:32 is my personal record). 

After hearing that, it made me simultaneously proud and bothered.  Proud because I have waiting for him to get to this level for three years and bothered because I hate losing (Michael Jordan nodding while losing a $10,000 hand of blackjack).  I always like competing against my friends for multiple different reasons, some positive, some negative. It matters on the relationship and what we are competing in.  It's hard to explain. 

Anyway, I immediately wanted to push myself in areas where I have felt complacent in the past.  I want to train with others (95% of the time, I train by myself) to help me to get to an elite level.  Coaching, running clubs, strength training our all elements I want to delve into where in the past is something I lightly considered.

Sadly, I cannot do this right now since I have a race this Sunday (Ironman 70.3 Syracuse) and guess who I am competing with and against. 

Your deductive reasoning skills are astounding (You nodding with excitement). 

Anyway, after the race is complete, I have new goals and new ways to reach them.  Thanks Jason, I needed that extra push.

For those that do not know what the Iron War is, read the book "The Iron War" or just watch this:

 
 
 If you are really bored, you can watch the full length version here

Stay tuned as a preview for Ironman 70.3 Syracuse is coming soon.

Friday, June 7, 2013

Race Day Approaching

With less than 2 1/2 weeks until Ironman 70.3 Syracuse, things are getting interesting on the training front and I would be lying to you if I said I wasn't nervous.  This is the first race I am trying to reach a real goal since each time before, I was trying to improve my time or simply finish.  Now, I am trying to qualify for the Ironman 70.3 World Championship in Las Vegas on September 9, 2013. 
 
In my previous race, I did way better than expected breaking 5 hours (4:59:57, not a typo, it was that close) at the Bassman Half Ironman in Tuckerton, NJ.  It was a complete shock but reviewing the details of the race, the feeling of reaching an elite goal ( I consider breaking 5 hours Elite at the half ironman distance) is starting to slip.  The race had perfect weather: cloudy, barely any wind, 60 degrees and the course was entirely flat.  I know that term, entirely flat, can be exaggerated, but I am telling you, it was flat as a pancake.  It was built for personal bests.  Still, I am elated I broke 5 hours ahead of schedule because I would like to break 5 at Syracuse, but after doing a training bike ride and run with my good friends Tom (@TomHolowka) and Jason (@SBRTriathlon), it is going to be tough.  On top of that, I have felt I haven't improved at all since Bassman (Race was on May 5) which is a big issue because Syracuse is hillier than the elevation charts represent.  This is going to be tougher than initially anticipated.  I am confident I will perform well but I am not where I need to be.  I need to break through but feel I am going through a mental block.  I went through this in high school with track and cross country and it got me nowhere.  I just need to put in the work and push myself to the next level.

I am not trying to make any excuses because I know I train hard but it has only gotten me to this point, which would satisfy most.  However, I expect more of myself and want to be close to a professional level. 

Just have to keep pushing.... inch by inch:

Monday, May 20, 2013

Release the Beast

After I get out of the water, I get thoroughly excited since the real race is commencing.  I am not the best swimmer and it is evident in my swim times.  It isn't the most uplifting feeling on the planet to get passed by waves of people and get kicked doing it.  However, once the bike starts, it's Hammer Time:


The bike portion is the longest section of a triathlon, regardless of distance, so using good training, technique, and most importantly, intelligence is paramount.   Execution on the bike will aid in gaining ground on your opponents and set you up for a successful run.  Here are a few pointers to follow to help dominate your opponents:

  1. Study the course--- The best way to study a course is to ride it beforehand.  Wear your GPS watch and make mental notes of mile markers, hills, turns, aid stations, and monuments to help feel more confident about the ride.  You can also plug in the workout online and observe your speed, cadence, wattage output, and terrain every mile to really hone in where improvement maybe needed.  Now, it may not be possible to ride the course but I do strongly recommend you at least drive it.  Ask any professional, doing at least that makes a huge difference.  Remember, there is no pressure if you prepare properly.
  2.  NEVER go out to fast--- Everyone feels great when they first get on the bike and they start saying to themselves, "This is what I have been training for! I am going to kill this course and destroy the competition! Let's Go!"  Then, at mile 40, they bonk out because they delved into their lactate threshold WAAAAYYY to early and struggle to finish the bike and run. (This may or may not have happened to me in the past)  We all ride the adrenaline wave in the beginning but it is vital to take it easy and find a comfortable cadence
  3. Find your comfort zone--- After you get started on the bike and still drying off from the swim, get comfortable and develop a cadence you can build on.  This is to calm your nerves down and give you the ability to attack the course intelligently. 
  4. Build on the foundation you have set--- Once you get comfortable and your heart rate is consistent, start pumping away when you have the opportunity.  This harmoniously coincides with item 1.  In almost every race course, there are flat sections, hilly sections, and windy sections.  How you attack each will determine how the rest of your race goes.  Pick your moments carefully.
  5. Do NOT kill yourself going up hills--- Hills are tough!  They have the ability to destroy your race instantaneously if not dealt with correctly.  However, if attacked correctly, it will build confidence, strength, and momentum for you to conquer the next type of terrain.  Get into your little ring, avoid the climbing position, breath deeply, stay positive, and take it one revolution at a time.  You will get up that hill and usually there is a reward after your done.  Take a swig of Amino Vital, relax and enjoy gravity when going downhill.
    1. Hill repeats are the best way to consistently dominate any hill the course may throw your way.  If you haven't already incorporate this into your training, do so:
      1. Find a hill about a 1/4 - 1 mile long and ride up it as fast as you can and then descend down the same hill.  Repeat 4-10 times
      2. This training will build speed, strength, lactacte threshold, VO2 Max, and confidence
  6. Relax during downhills--- This is the only time to relax during a race.  Take advantage of it.  Yes, someone will hammer a way and go 45 mph, but in the long run, that same person may have gained 30 seconds on you, and that same 30 seconds becomes irrelevant when you pass them on the run because you took the time to relax during the downhills and recovered by taking a sip of Amino Vital and ate some shot bloks. 
  7. Coast into the transition area--- In the last mile, you are not going to gain any time hammering away into the transition, so take some pressure off of the pedals and coast in.  Release your feet from your shoes and take it easy.  Give your legs a chance to breath as there is a run still to go.
  8. Enjoy the run--- Your almost there! Keep Pushing!